Why…

Lexi, you may not know that I’m in love with you and seeing you make out with Eric FUCKING Shinko completely obliterated my heart…I have friendzoned myself and you telling me the story of how it happened does not make it better. You seem so happy about it…and there I am following you like a fucking puppy…pretend that I’m happy to hear that you made out with that basterd.. I guess been nice to a girl does not work anymore and the only way to get a girl is been drunk, act like a dumbass, make out with her and take her to your room. I just want to die…because I know that I will only be your “best friend”

and that..that breaks my heart..I’m gonna die alone..